Anyways I am a recent High School graduate and while I am looking forward to the fall, I can't help but think of what my life looked like last fall. I am a busy person. Not only do I tackle a lot of projects, I expect nothing better than perfection out of myself in most of them. Which is fine, but a daunting task.
Last school year my life looked like this:
6:00am Wake up
6:15am Roll out of bed. Takes a little bit to really wake up.
6:45am Dressed and eating breakfast.
7:10am Drive to school.
Along with all of my classes I was taking I also had PE. Which was a pain in my rear. It's not that I couldn't keep up, because I could. I enjoyed it to an extent. You'll see.
2:38pm Classes end and I headed home.
3:00pm Stretched out on the couch and would fall asleep
8:00pm YES THAT TIME IS RIGHT! Would wake up and eat cold dinner. Then do my homework, if I had a blog post to write I would do that as well. Then I would take a shower.
10pm Was in bed and fell asleep before 10:30pm
Then I would wake up and do it all over again. I woke up even earlier at least once a week for early meetings. Other times I had yoga or other commitments like band practice in the afternoons.
I didn't socialize, because I was just so physically drained. I focused most of times trying to sit impositions that didn't hurt or trying not to look as if all my energy was focused on pain management.
Chronic Fatigue Syndrom and Fibromyalgia had taken control of my life.
Anyways, I haven't had such a day like those since I completely changed the foods I eat. That's not to say I wasn't eating crap before. There are just different methods that I now follow.
So ya, I'm worried about my future, because I don't want to go back to no life again. Sometimes I would sleep so long when I got home on the couch, that my dad would go to bed and I wouldn't have seen him ALL DAY! It's weird thinking about that because he ate dinner, watched TV and talked to my mum in the same room while I slept.
I'll have to save that for another day!
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